My Crying Pills

Yes, the doctor gave me crying pills... at least that's what they are to me.  They're supposed to be helping me get over the rash of my allergic reaction and sure, they're helping with that too, but they make me cry!! Ha ha ha!! And I wouldn't mind so much, except I cry about everything anyway! As Jude Law says in The Holiday "I cry all the time. More than any woman you've met... a good book, a great film, a birthday card, I weep. I'm a weeper." So add my new found crying pills to that, and you've got yourself a great time. :)

I watched Across The Universe on Sunday. I cried through the whole thing! It's a good thing I didn't watch Moulin Rouge like I was gonna! I would have been a mess... well, more of a mess than I am now. Ha ha :)

Yesterday was my Bishop's 50th birthday. We threw him a surprise birthday party with the whole ward. It was so much fun watching him walk towards us, not knowing that we were all there just for him. He took his blindfold off and I thought "How great is this?!" And then I shed a tear.

This morning, I was driving to work and I heard on the radio a story about a boy that took his 90-year-old great-grandma to his Senior Prom because she never got to go to hers. She wasn't allowed to dance way back then and ever since this boy can remember, she's always expressed her desire to go to Prom. So he took her. And I cried.

Julie and I were talking about the boy that died last week from Dixie High School. He's about the same age as my little brother and from what I hear, he's about as sweet and funny as my brother, too. Well, I know this boy's older sister and she gave the eulogy at the funeral.  Julie was describing it to me and it seemed so sad and beautiful all at the same time. Of course I cried!

Ian surprised me today at work. He just wanted to say hi. How sweet!!! I cried.

Ian got annoyed that I cried the whole time he was at Maly's. He didn't understand and I couldn't spit out the reason I was crying. I rolled my eyes at him, he got annoyed. Ha ha, he left and I went back to work... after I wiped the tears from my eyes.

I just watched that video that Nikki posted on her blog of the young lady that was in that plane accident. Oh my gosh! I was crying through the whole thing. First I was crying because my heart went out to her. What a terrible thing to have to go through. And then I started crying because I know what it's like to have to learn to live with scars. They don't go away and you don't have any control over how your skin heals. Scars form they way they will. And then I cried because mine aren't even bad compared to hers. And then I cried because through all of it, she's been so positive and has relied on the Lord for support and comfort. And then I cried because of all the things the Lord has done for me. I am so blessed! So I shed more tears of gratitude!

This sucks!!! I'm crying all the time and I can't even blame it on "that time of the month!" I'd stop taking these crying pills, but I really want to get better... ha ha

So now I'm turning on some happy music and I'm going to have myself some chocolate and wait for Miss Tierra to get to my house so we can go watch The Back-Up Plan... but then again, I'll probably cry so maybe we'll go see something else